Life seems so predictable; sometimes it gets hard to differentiate one day from the next. There is the frenzied, hyperbolic beginning and then there is the inevitability of the routine. NOTHING exciting seems to happen, life drags; things seem to be moving at a pace that would put a snail to shame, the inanity of every darned thing gets unbearable. And then one day!...everything changes (just like you always wanted) but then you realise that "the nothing" that you had was important, that the mundane life that you once had is what you really wanted. ... What then?
Everything just goes around in circles.
I know I am repeating myself here, but I can't get over it! It's there and I can't handle it anymore.
(Sorry for being so obscure)
Of Things I Am...
- The Solitary Dreamer
- I try persistently (to be open to new experiences, radical ideas and such), to see myself evolve. I wonder, I ponder, and afterall, I still leave things where I know I shouldn't! My life was summed up quite well by Kathleen Kelly in 'You've Got Mail', "Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life. Well, not small, but valuable. And sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void."
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